Euphoria

It strikes me more vividly every time I experience it. As I start writing about my new novel, a euphoric feeling builds inside me. My mind sharpens, coming alive as if I had just drunk ten Mt Dews. The story practically plots itself as if I had already known everything about it and am just now remembering. It is like waking from a deep sleep and hitting the ground running. I can only imagine that this is what a runner's high feels like (I obviously don't exercise).

Above everything, there is a surge of emotion similar to awe that my mind is even capable of reaching this peak state. I feel as if I am wrapped in a cocoon of magic that enlivens my soul. It is no longer merely easy to write.

It is effortless.

Awkward Moment

That awkward moment when you've been staring off into space for several minutes about a story idea. When you snap out of it, you realize you've been staring at a wall and it makes you wonder if this is what crazy people think about.

I just imagine myself in a straight jacket, staring at a wall and nodding every now and again.

I guess that makes me like a mental patient. Or a cat. Or a mental cat!

Working With Beta Readers

I just had to post this link. Incredibly, helpful article since I'm looking into finding beta readers.

http://www.thebookdesigner.com/2014/03/5-things-you-should-know-about-working-with-beta-readers/

Work Ethic

I had seen in the last year as a Security Officer that over half of the people that come into work are just there for the paycheck.

They will do the bare minimum to get by until it's time for them to leave. They complain the most and often. They rarely help out others. They make the most mistakes. They quit or are fired within 6 months.

It's astonishing, looking at it now. I realize that they are me through most of the last 14 years. I had the same exact mindset.

In short, my work ethic sucked. It's better now, but I can't help wondering how I might have succeeded in my previous jobs.

This really got me thinking today. I want more than anything to be able to make a living as a writer--specifically as a novelist.

But how can I do that with a terrible work ethic?

I can't. No one can. I'm going to refocus hard on my work ethic, and I know it will carry me through my writing career as a good mentality. A good mentality is what makes the difference between an ok day and a great day.

Forgetful

Why does it always seem as if it has only been a few days since I posted? Then the days stretch into weeks and I know it's been awhile but still can't make it back. I must do better.

Perhaps a weekly schedule will keep me on track. Hmm. Yes, I think it will.